A deep need to be heard, to be understood and most of all find out if I am the only one out there, or there are more like me. I start this journey...Rapids of life...

Monday, July 28, 2008

Outburst

I was born to rule, blessed with intelligence and strength to conquer
That how I became the highest form of life
Pity my existence today!
My presence is robbing away all beauty, which I never created, yet I eat into it like a virus unrelenting

HE blessed me with all that was powerful, yet did not stop me from making choices
I made choices, out of fear, greed, jealousy and hatred
All this and more because I was the ONE!
The creator, the Nurturer, and the destroyer all rolled in to one
I chose to DESTROY.

I destroyed everything beautiful, fragile and feeble.
The ones that could not speak were easy
The ones that could speak, I silenced with my resolve.
My chariot is in motion as centuries go by..

I don’t stop to count my blessings not to hear the cries of those I crushed
I move on at break neck speed towards my destruction..
HE did not stop me when I started, he would not stop me now.
I am the Creator the Nurturer and the Destroyer all rolled into one

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Candid Me!!!

Those smoky black eyes tell a thousand tales
Be patient to see the mystery unfold
Cleansed after the showers, when nothing is stale
An ode to beauty and feelings untold

I try to capture all, still something remains
Like the thirst just quenched and building again
I just stopped to rest and then looked for more
The world is my oyster with lots in stored.

I am little different, a little crazy I am
I love all creations that bear His stamp
They call it a camera I call it a game
Where I make the rules and bend them just the same..

To each his own, an old saying goes.
I would remain a learner till my last day I suppose
A traveller who cared less for destiny..
As I move on my pictures would be my only testimony..

Grains of Sand.

I tried to hold you with all my might
With a handful, how long could I have survived?
So you kept slipping away all the time..
Like the grains of sand in my hand..

I look at my palms where you still sparkle and shine
Like those lovely moments of togetherness
Which are still fresh..which are still mine..

I wish I knew more..I wish I loved less
Good things in small doses is still the best..
Living in the dreamland where Prince charming still exists
That was my mirage clenched tightly in my fists.

You caught my attention like a shooting star.
You looked like a miracle from a distance so far.
I was a lil shaken I was feeling blue
My periphery expanded, I thought I got my due.

I wanted to call you my symphony, my companion and my all
When suddenly you trickled, I could not stop that fall.
You kept slipping away with each passing day.
Nothing much remains, that reminds me of the pain

A silent prayer to wish you well
Some feelings which, I could never tell.
I bid adieu to you my sweet..
BON VOYAGE until we meet.